sudden realization

So I was watch an rerun of What not to wear, and they were making over a "witch" I think she was a psycic, who practiced witchcraft, and I think I know why i feel so lost, I havent been working, and I think I need the buzz of the people in the public, its not that I need to talk to them, I think I feed off peoples energy, when I go out just to the store, I get a sudden high. I dont have to talk to people anymore because of facebook, yuo learn all you need to know about people on facebook. ...my head hurts most of the time now, but maybe its cause I feel empty...i know i dont want to work at the store for the rest of my life...i need a job where I get just as much people exposure, but I can use my creative skills also, hmmm...

late night drive on all Hallows eve...

My Little Family and I, alwaysgo visit my parents on sunday night, since my father is a Dairy farmer and only gets done at the barn at 8, so we make our way home around 11,

Mission Incomplete

i still feel as if there is something missing in my life, but i am on a mission to find whatever it is...I am looking into a new line of work, I just saw an advertisment on tv about my once dream job

Make it so...

So I guess I've replaced True Blood, for Star Trek next gen.  I think theres 7 seasons to watch, that should keep us busy for a while, I used to hate that show.  Now I have seen all of the Star Trek original series, and all of Star Trek Enterprise, and Most of Voyager....Now Next Gen. and Pretty sure thats it.. ohh have I mentioned, I've seen all 11 movies....Hmmm I think that makes me an official Trekkie...DARN!

" I recind your invitation!"

Finally!, she kicked Bill out, the more the show goes on the less I like Bill...I already hate him in the books...
I am absolutly devastated that the season is over, I don't know what I am going to do.
top 10 Things I hope will happen next season:
1. Bill will leave Sookie alone( and she will leave him alone too)
2. Sookie's Fairy Godmother(Claudine) will become a regular character
3. Pam will get a love interest
4. Eric will be naked alot More
5. we see more of Alcide, with his shirt off
6. Lafayette and Jesus, Become a super Evil fighting Duo
7. Jason becomes a Were
8. The King of Mississippi comes back, I love his Super Craziness
9. Sam becomes a more beleivable character( in the books he is the ONLY good person)
10. Quinn is introduced as a character(and he is SUPER HOT...we need another hot guy to replace Eggs)

As For my previous post"total overhaul" let me explain...
I had a plan before I had my son, after I had him I would go to the gym 5 times a week and lose all the weight from the baby and the extra weight I have been carrying around since college...well its 5 months later, and I'm still carying around this extra fluff...WELL not any more, I have made a 'new diana' resolution...This week I started going to the gym with my brother(my trainer), and I also so stated cooking only healthy meals...YAY!...But thats not it I have set goals for myself, 3 mini goals and one Huge one...1st 15lbs I lose I get my Hair do I've wanted for a while, 2nd 15lbs i lose I get my second Tattoo(for my son) the next 25 lbs I get a new Wardrobe, and Finally Be the the weight I was in Highschool(and fit into my Prom dress)...and I have 55lbs to lose, and 6 months to do it, why 6months, well for starters i start work in 6 months, and they have a deal on at the gym a 6 months membership for 175$...so thats what Ill do...
This is it Mind, Body, Soul...Mind, learning to cook(healthy food) Body, The gym (for my health)...now the Soul part...I know I need to change something about myself(other than my weight)...Im not happy with my insides, i dont know what it is, i cant put my finger on it, but something inside needs to change, I love my husband, I love my son, I love my family, Maybe its my job, its just that a job, nothing more, I like the people i work with, but not my job, I want to do something I love...I just have to figure out what that is...I hope I can...

Mind, Body, Soul...

Total OVERHAUL!

It didn't take 'em long to decide, Earl had to die....

Acquired one sister in law...
So my brother got married this past weekend...it was supposed to be outside, but i don't know if you heard about a little thing called Hurricane Earl, well it was supposed tohit the island my brother lives on the day of the wedding, so we changed all of the plans and did the ceremony in a 200 year old church, it was the most beautiful church I have ever seen(on the outside), the inside on the other hand was as all churches seem to do, claching with the wedding colours, with its wondorous red carpets and big gold crosses, needless to say my new sister in law was devistated,  but as the weather always seems to do it shifted and just missed us, a little rain  that morning, and it was over, and of course the rain was coming down just as us ladies were leaving the hair salon, all the way up untill the ceremony started. We used our dress bags over not only over our hair, but our whole heads are covered, as not to ruin our make up...well the skys cleared up just as the ceremony was ending, so our pictures were beautiful...
I know this doesn't happen often but I absolutly love my new sister in law, I went up to their house a week early and helped with everthing wedding, they called me their drill sargeant, I would yell after them to get things done all week...
the big delema last week was that I brought my sister along, because she volunteered to watch my son all week while I did wedding related things,  but she complained every time she had to change a diaper, or when we would run to the store or anything, and when my husband came to join us later in the week, she took him aside and told him, to watch out for me because I was 'neglecting' our child all week long, nedless to say I was heart broken,... I decided to take a break from my sister for a while, i still talk to her but I need some time apart from her, all week I have been hearing different lies she has been telling people not only about me but the rest of my family, I know she is only 20 years old, but jesus grow UP!

We will eat and after, your children...Now Back to the Weather, Tiffany!

I friggin' LOVE true blood, of course I have watched all the episodes on time, but my sister does not have HBO so she came over tonight and she caught up on the episodes she missed.  Needless to say I am completly and utterly obsessed with this show, in particular Alexander Skarsgaard a.k.a Eric Northman...Me and My friend have decided to start a a band and we are calling ourselves the Northmans...heheheheheee....I LOVE IT!!!!!

I have also read all the Sookie Stackhouse books(before I started watching the show)...I can't decide which one I like better, probably the books, but the show is sooooo different that they don't even compair...

anyway signing off for the night...

Rock, Paper, Scissors, lizard, Spock...

So we are sitting here catching up on missed episodes of Big Bang Theory, is it just me or is this the funniest show on television or what!? ... 
The Girls and I went to 'The Switch' it was alot better than I expected, and different than I expected, I thought it would a pure comedy but it was like deeper, and more complex than I thought any Jenifer Anisten movie could be, deffinatly surpased my expectations...

I also got a free dessert at dinner cause it was my birthday, Mmmmmm Chocolate Crepes.

Captain's Log, stardate 0001

First Post, wow I really haven't done this in a long time...years even...

Mom Journal:
Parker is getting really big, he is already going to 4 months old on tuesday...I know all mothers say it goes by fast, but I never expected this...Sometimes I don't feel like a mother, but I guess maybe that comes with time...Perhaps its because i have the best baby in the world, he only cries when he is hungry...He smiles and giggles at everyone, and is not picky about who holds him...No Collics, no super hard nights yet, although I had to give up Breastfeeding after a week, since than its been a breeze...but maybe I shouldn't talk so soon..well we'll see...

Lady Dutch Journal:
Today is my birthday, and for it I got this laptop...I am extatic about it, later I am going to dinner and a movie with the girls. Eric will be watching Parker...It might be nice to get away from the family life for a night, thats not to say I dont love my family, its just that I am 23 years old, everybody else my age is still out partying every weekend, or just finishing up college trying to start their lives, and my life is set, I've been at  my job for 8 years, (it was my first job) and I  have been married for over a year, and have a 4 month old, sometimes I feel 33 not 23...Hmmm...