todays is the first day in a long time I have felt remotly good, but only when I am not with him, what the hell is wrong with me, oh well...he keeps asking me if I'm mad at him, just because I am quiet around him...I keep telling him him I'm not mad(which i am not) but  I am sick of acting like i am happy all the time....what the f am I supposed to do, he is not a bad person, he is just not the person for me....Grrrrrr