sudden realization

So I was watch an rerun of What not to wear, and they were making over a "witch" I think she was a psycic, who practiced witchcraft, and I think I know why i feel so lost, I havent been working, and I think I need the buzz of the people in the public, its not that I need to talk to them, I think I feed off peoples energy, when I go out just to the store, I get a sudden high. I dont have to talk to people anymore because of facebook, yuo learn all you need to know about people on facebook. ...my head hurts most of the time now, but maybe its cause I feel empty...i know i dont want to work at the store for the rest of my life...i need a job where I get just as much people exposure, but I can use my creative skills also, hmmm...