Onward and upward?

I just got a new Job(FINALLY) and my Husband just got offered a new job, and i think he is gonna take it...I told him you can only turn down advancement so many times before they stop offering you promotions...I think I might be pregnant...its like 75 % that I am
 hmmmmm... Changes changes

I got a second job...just about 10 hrs a week...I beleive I am really gonna like this job, i beleive this will lead to better things, and I beleive as a result i will really be happy...I beleive this post is over!

Romance...

True Love...Soul mates...love at first sight...does any of it really exsist?...if it does, I am really deprived, if it doesn't I guess I am just never satisfied...

back to work...

It's been a week and a half that i've been back to work, and the same amount of time my sister has been living with us....I am a ridiculously happier, which of the circumstances causes my happiness?  probably both, I get my high from working with the public(i am certain that I feed off of others energy) and I have someone to be silly with, and confied in everyday...I love my sister, obviously..although we haven't always gotten along, she now my best and closest friend....I will miss her terribly when she moves to the other end of the world(seriously, i am not exagerating...she is going to live in New Zealand).

todays is the first day in a long time I have felt remotly good, but only when I am not with him, what the hell is wrong with me, oh well...he keeps asking me if I'm mad at him, just because I am quiet around him...I keep telling him him I'm not mad(which i am not) but  I am sick of acting like i am happy all the time....what the f am I supposed to do, he is not a bad person, he is just not the person for me....Grrrrrr

sudden realization

So I was watch an rerun of What not to wear, and they were making over a "witch" I think she was a psycic, who practiced witchcraft, and I think I know why i feel so lost, I havent been working, and I think I need the buzz of the people in the public, its not that I need to talk to them, I think I feed off peoples energy, when I go out just to the store, I get a sudden high. I dont have to talk to people anymore because of facebook, yuo learn all you need to know about people on facebook. ...my head hurts most of the time now, but maybe its cause I feel empty...i know i dont want to work at the store for the rest of my life...i need a job where I get just as much people exposure, but I can use my creative skills also, hmmm...

late night drive on all Hallows eve...

My Little Family and I, alwaysgo visit my parents on sunday night, since my father is a Dairy farmer and only gets done at the barn at 8, so we make our way home around 11,